Misery

Sorry it's been so long since I posted anything.  I've been literally drowning in pain. Please send good thoughts this way.  The despair is daunting.  Feels like I'm suffocating in a thick sea of blackness.

I could use some kind of divine intervention right about now (or even a sympathetic soul with a caring touch).  Doesn't look like I'm likely to get either any time soon - so the positive energy will have to do.

P.S. - Sorry I haven't answered anyone's emails.  Thank you all from the bottom of my heart.  I've just been too damn sick - that, and there's precious little positive to say.  I am grateful, however.  Bless you all.