Sorry it's been so long since I posted anything. I've been literally drowning in pain. Please send good thoughts this way. The despair is daunting. Feels like I'm suffocating in a thick sea of blackness.
I could use some kind of divine intervention right about now (or even a sympathetic soul with a caring touch). Doesn't look like I'm likely to get either any time soon - so the positive energy will have to do.
P.S. - Sorry I haven't answered anyone's emails. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart. I've just been too damn sick - that, and there's precious little positive to say. I am grateful, however. Bless you all.
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Oh damn, that's what I was afraid of. I HAVE been and will continue to send good vibes, thoughts and prayers your way honey. I'm so far away! I wish there was something I could do to help you!
Posted by: Jude | March 26, 2010 at 10:27 AM
On Pain
Kahlil Gibran
Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding.
Even as the stone of the fruit must break, that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.
And could you keep your heart in wonder at the daily miracles of your life, your pain would not seem less wondrous than your joy;
And you would accept the seasons of your heart, even as you have always accepted the seasons that pass over your fields.
And you would watch with serenity through the winters of your grief.
Much of your pain is self-chosen.
It is the bitter potion by which the physician within you heals your sick self.
Therefore trust the physician, and drink his remedy in silence and tranquillity:
For his hand, though heavy and hard, is guided by the tender hand of the Unseen,
And the cup he brings, though it burn your lips, has been fashioned of the clay which the Potter has moistened with His own sacred tears.
Posted by: Peter of Lone Tree | June 04, 2010 at 09:36 AM
M my dear, how are you doing?? I think of you often!
Posted by: Jude | July 17, 2010 at 10:21 AM
A LITTLE (GRASS) WILL KICK THAT PAIN IN THE ASS HON FLY AWAY BE FREE MY DEAR ............FATJAX
Posted by: JACK KNIGHT | September 15, 2010 at 07:03 PM
OH COME ON MR PETER OF LONE TREE DO YOU REALY BELEAVE THAT ? I SAT IN A SWET LODGE FOUR AN A HALF HOURS AND LISTEN TO THAT CRAP ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS A TWELVE PACK OF BUD THAT I WAS GOING TO BUY ON THE WAY HOME GET REAL MAN SHE NEEDS A GOOD DOCTOR . SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO DUMP A DOCTOR TO GET A GOOD ONE. A BAD DOCTOR CAN KILL YOU FASTER THAN A SPEEDING BULLIT DEAR. GET UP , GET OUT , GO SHOPPING FOR A NEW DOC . GOD BLESS YOU DEAR.....FATJAX
Posted by: JACK KNIGHT | September 23, 2010 at 07:27 PM
M my dear, how are you doing?? I think of you often!
Posted by: bestmishu | May 05, 2011 at 09:16 AM
I am sending good prayers your way. Hope you can get some relief soon.
Posted by: Amy | June 18, 2014 at 08:05 PM
Thank you, Amy. I need all the help I can get.
Posted by: TFLS | June 19, 2014 at 02:21 AM